Divorce, Split and more.

Its super Bowl suday 5:36 and My mom is "not respected" in this family.

It started today when i was on the computer this morning and someone said
something about our cousins coming over. ok...... well all day when all my
family snowmobiled, I sat in side cleaning. Cleaning hoping I could have a
friend over. All I wanted was to either visit Penny today or have a friend
over. Neither happened.

When my 2-7 year old cousins got cold, they came in and destroyed.
Nothing against them, but they are bulldozers with legs. My breyer horses
were being played with and knocked down, everything on my desk was history.
And my paper, shredded.

Later that day I complained and my mother said she had enough. I told her
I had had enough of her and then it happened.

Iwas thrown, kicked, screamed at, and thrown into the staircase.

I admit I was a brat I was soooo tired and I was only thinking
of something to say back. And it truly backfired.

We planned to watch the commercials as a FAMILY, but it would
take a miracle for that to happen. You know why? My older sister
is on the snowmobile that has been just been put on ebay, my mother
won't talk to anyone, my dad is trying to act ok but all I can think
about is words I will hear from my parents :SPLIT, DIVORCE, CUSTODY,
is all I can think of now.

I know this can't happen to me, it's not the way god planned it. But
maybe it is I knowmy parents love each other..... it's just sometimes......
Its horrible.

I have a very hectic week this week for volleyball games without a coach.
(Her baby died in side her womb (her second to die in the in the past
year))

Tommarow I'll try to convince my dad to take me out to Penny's but I don't
think it'll happen.